I have had the great pleasure of enduring 20 years of life as a human being. I've learned how to handle most pains. Pains such as death, heartbreak and how it hurts when things change. Or the needle in your eye people call "missing someone". I have learned how to control my morale and ideas, when needed to. I have learned that not only is it horrible to become an adult, but you can't do anything about it. And once you're in a place of acceptance of this fact, you want to speed up the process. It's confusing. I am today 20 years of age. 20 years, 9 months and 7 days. It's not much, although more for me than it's ever been. But do you k

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because we are

And when you no longer feel that the air that you breathe can fill your lungs the way it's supposed to I want you to remember that I am here. That I am forever grateful for having you in my life and for being able to help a friend in need. For being able to help a friend feel a little better about themselves. And when you feel that the earth and the heavens no longer have what you feel you need and that too much has been thrown at you at once, I want you to remember. Remember our days together and remember that I am here, I am here to do whatever I can to help not only a friend but also my sister.

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I can't help it.

I can't help but to wonder. What you're doing. How you're doing. I can't help but to torture myself. To go through old poems about you. About us. To go through memories of you. Of us. I can't bring myself to let go. To stop looking up your Facebook page. To stop wanting to throw up out of anxiety whenever I see a picture of you. I can't help myself, to after four years of not having you in my life, to move on. To let you go. We said we'd always have each other. I know that at least I, still stand by that promise. I hope you're thinking of me from time to time. That's all I can ask for.

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Nice to meet

Isn't it weird how we meet people? The way we encounter other human beings as if they were toxin. As if their mere presence could kill us where we stand. We meet and greet with open arms and closed minds. We smile and converse with wide mouths but keep our hearts shut tight. Unless, of course, you've heard only good about a name. Or if their new movie or freshly released album went well. A nice face Well fitted clothes A body to match it Well, how could one resist getting to know all that, even though these might be the times you should keep your mouth shut.

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God himself is watching

It is as if God himself was watching Every move we make. It is like He himself was trying to see Every wrong turns that we take. It is like we ourselfs have nothing to fear Except that we fear every single thing. It is like the world is on our shoulders But we have not a clue of how to think. So I am laying here before you These massive words of stone. So that everyone will see You are in the end alone. So it is like God is watching counting the steps that we take. Because sooner or later we all will make a mistake.

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