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I'm waiting for myself to show

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Everyone's expecting me to look like this, to do like that.
But where's the beauty of doing like everyone else?

Sometimes people stare. And I know that they're thinking "is that really a he?".
And of course I am. Deep inside and in my mind, I am.
It's not my fault that the reflection isn't agreeing with me.

Everyone I know calls me "he" and "him".
Because they know the true me and knows that it makes me warm.

The shop assistant glares as I walk in the boys-section of a store to buy clothes.
Why? Is it because my voice and the choice of my clothing doesn't fit you?

Now I'm tired. I know who I am and the ones who accept it, I can not thank enough.
And soon, the image of me in my eyes and the image in the mirror will be the same.
I can't wait for that day to come.
To all of the transgendered (or even intergendered and to all of you who feels struck by this work, of course).

From the beginning I thought of many of my friends - and even myself a little. So I thought I'd upload it so say this; stand up for yourself, your day will soon come. :3

I wrote it in FTM-view only because my friends are FTM's. It does not change the fact that I share the same thought to MTF's or others for that matter. So please enjoy!

Comments are very welcome ;3
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Herowebcomics's avatar
Well, a lady can wear some men's cloths.
As long as they are roomy enough!